The Good: I've decided that I'm going to start a photo blog. Today I received some exciting news regarding my passion for photography. I was requested by Bart, who works for an advertising agency, to send in a portfolio of 15-20 pictures. He and his boss would like to look at them because they are loosing one of their photographers this August. Super psyched!
The Bad: Received news from my biopsy last week. Looks like Bradley was more than a gift from God than I thought. It seems that I am thru with child bearing. Dr. Ashby is going to be getting some 2nd opinions next week but the prognostic doesn't look very good. I've known this for some time now but we've come to the end of ideas and it's just disappointment after another. I don't know what the future holds but what I do know is that I hope to find peace with this.
The Ugly: THIS GUY!
My life has it's ups and downs. Some harder to handle than most but I always know that I have God to help me thru everything. I spoke to my cousin this week and he is and will for a while feel the loss of his dad. I hear him and he sounds so strong yet with the emptiness in his heart. I also just reconnected with an old girlfriend and I just found out she lost her mom last year. Her mom was very much part of my childhood because me and Brittnie were always together. I try not to imagine my sister and I going thru that but I know the time will come.
"blessed be...the Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation." - 2 Corinthians 1:3,4
This verse has come about lately. My friend gave me two small read books that have helped me this summer. This verse is featured in both and I find that everyone can relate back to this when they are having their 'downs' and not their 'ups'. I know God will comfort those who still hurt from the loss of a loved one and i know God will direct me in the way my life should go - with or without a sibling for Bradley - with a photography based job or not. I'm quite anxious to see what God has in store for me.
I'm setting up my photography blog right after I post this. I'm sure it will be somewhere on this blog where you can click over to it.
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