What a Long Week!

This past week was a hard week for me. It really tested me as a human being in regards to my feelings towards others and myself. It seems that everyone around me is pregnant or about to give birth. Why is it that once you find that something can't happen, it ends up happening to everyone you know. I do find it hard to be happy for my friends. Although I would never wish this upon anyone I know and love, I still find it difficult to be SUPER happy for them. Especially when they overreact their symptoms! Ugh! I really confide in my mom who has been thru it all. She's not going to tell me that "it will happen" or "it will be okay", she speaks truth on how this is hard. These feelings will never go away.